Full-Blown Pain: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with intense pain behind one eye that persists up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a